Again and Again and Again
Dedicated to those affected by eating disorders, and those who love and care for them.
1. Again and Again and Again
i don’t wanna love just to feel a body living in my soul all alone
you don’t wanna eat just to fuel my worries you never received them at home
guess we both expel our problems knowing what they do to those around us
again and again and again
i don’t want the fights over self abuses sitting in the bathrooms on floors
i don’t want the achings of selfish moanings feeling lead astray with no clothes
guess we both expel our problems knowing what they do to those around us
again and again and again
your head was in the clouds
shadows gripping at your throat
tell yourself it’s one more troubled thought of squeamish anxious bloat
i’m packed inside with feathers mocking days that drag me by
i enjoy the tastes of colored fruits with laxatives and dyes
i walk in actor’s sunny steps
i’m waking up with holes
the world’s enjoying eating me
i’m clawing out it’s moles
i’m packed inside with feathers mocking days that drag me by
i enjoy the tastes of colored fruits with laxatives and dyes
i walk in actor’s sunny steps
i’m waking up with holes
the world’s enjoying eating me
i’m clawing out it’s moles
i’m packed inside with feathers mocking days that drag me by
i enjoy the tastes of colored fruits with laxatives and dyes
i walk in actor’s sunny steps
i’m waking up with holes
the world’s enjoying eating me
i’m clawing out it’s moles
i’m packed inside with feathers mocking days that drag me by
i enjoy the tastes of colored fruits with laxatives and dyes
i walk in actor’s sunny steps
i’m waking up with holes
the world’s enjoying eating me
i’m clawing out it’s moles
i’m packed inside with feathers mocking days that drag me by
i enjoy the tastes of colored fruits with laxatives and dyes
i walk in actor’s sunny steps
i’m waking up with holes
the world’s enjoying eating me
i’m clawing out it’s moles
i’m packed inside with feathers mocking days that drag me by
i enjoy the tastes of colored fruits with laxatives and dyes
i walk in actor’s sunny steps
i’m waking up with holes
the world’s enjoying eating me
i’m clawing out it’s moles
i’m packed inside with feathers mocking days that drag me by
i enjoy the tastes of colored fruits with laxatives and dyes
i walk in actor’s sunny steps
i’m waking up with holes
the world’s enjoying eating me
i’m clawing out it’s moles